98.Occupied.

With work. And more work. School is just around the corner and I have a few more days left to chill before life gets hectic again. I have been working for months, and I cannot believe that all those dollars just suddenly drop to less than 2K with just a click. Sighs* Fees. Not so expensive really but still… gah. Mei you chian ah.

I sort of regretted purchasing Le Chrome’s outfit online. They cost quite a lot. I have not received them yet. Most probably next week. I really really really hope they look as nice as those in the photos. Have a look!

I am looking forward to school. to Monday. and definitely, Tuesday. =D

97.It’s hot.

It was hot in the morning.

It was hot in the afternoon.

It’s hot even right now…- despite it is raining outside.

I’m serious.

My little pup came out from its comfy little box and laid itself outside the door, looking like *points at the picture on the left* this.

haha.

Cute berabis.

96.Just, sometimes…

I sometimes wonder what were the last thoughts of a suicide man. If there were any…
I wonder what triggered it - what triggered him to do it - to lose the very precious thing in life - Life itself.

I sometimes wonder what was the very first thought of a baby. Would it be the knowledge of his/her senses…or would it be something else? Does a baby even think then, when even with closed eyes, she or he could see light?

I often wonder what the butterfly thinks of us. So they say that a butterfly don’t, and so you must believe.

I wonder where the spark had come from…that made a man do extraordinary things. They accepted that he was a genius. No questions of how he got it. He could tell you how he derived his conclusion, but could not he tell you what triggered it. He won’t tell. They accepted his conclusion, they accepted him. But, they don’t necessarily could accept that very thing that triggered it.

She has often been told that she thinks too much - of the very insignificant, unnecessary things in life - of the “silly little things”. She received much i-don’t-understand-you looks. And yet, she filled her life with these thoughts to keep her life beautiful.

95.Happy Birthday Your Majesty.

What words can express my gratitude towards Your Majesty’s reign? The love and care Your Majesty expresses towards our country sustains this Abode of Peace from harm…provides me with a place I can call home. I have no shame to be a Bruneian but I stand proud instead. But above all, I am thankful. Little I have to offer but to do the very best I can for the country has always been an aim - strive to preserve what is rightfully ours and emulate our country to be on par with other nations. Our country is blessed to have You as our ruler, our king, our Sultan. I, am blessed to have You as the light to guide my way. Happy Birthday Your Majesty.

94.Habis cerita.

I am annoyed.

You know how you are trying so hard to be:

1. A good child: obeying your parents, be true to God, picking up bits of litter on the ground, helping old ahma cross the road, etc…and

2. An A+ child: scoring good in everything - living up to your parents’ expectations. Bla bla…

and whilst you are working at it, you receive loads of praises and thumbs up for your good will and hard work. You feel good and so you work harder. And you get better. And better. The ladder you climb, it gets higher and higher; and you… you aim to climb as high as it goes. But…

Somewhere along the path, you slipped and fall. And instead of falling onto a comfy ground- where you expect there would be since you worked hard for it - you fall onto hard rocks, with sharp ends. It seems like the higher you climb, the deeper the cut will be when you fall…you climb one meter, you can only fall within that one meter; you climb higher, the depth of you falling is also high.

And them praises. So they say it and you heard it. But often than not, there is a “but” in the middle of the sentence. Just like that…

praise + pause + but + negative comments = that person feels good because she/he is jealous not happy with herself/himself.

It’s stupid. But sadly most people do that. And what piss me off more is how they dare comment “it’s how the humans live” and shake it off like it’s nothing…Just because you did this one mistake - suddenly they forgot all the goods you have done. All the credits - kaput! Just because you want to be good and is good at what you do, they want you to turn into this inhuman character that has no feelings while they poke you with criticism. Faloi…

It’s like it’s better to be bad. You won’t go worst than that. You are already in the negative zone - what else can they say? But when you are good - they don’t necessarily talk better about you. It’s insanely stupid. Humans should just die. =) Habis cerita.

93.kewt cute Puppies.

And so she gave birth. To them 8 puppies. I was there. Sitting. Waiting. Watching. For a good 5 hours.

It was one of the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced. Watching the mother clean her babies. I was holding them - one by one as they come, warm and soft.

She finally rested her head on the blooded clothes. It was 12.30PM.

Puppies are now a week old. =)

Hoorah.

92.WILD.

Very reluctantly I woke up this morning at exactly 4.30am. I honestly did not feel like going for the hunting game…although, last night I was pretty excited about it. Ugh. So went to shower and got myself a quick snack before leaving the house. Drove myself to ISB and met up with the gang. Our competition number:119. We were not lucky.We did not win but we damn sure had fun.I’d like to feed you with all the challenges we went through but no can do now.. I am uberly tired. All in all, I am sure I’ll join this hunting game again next year, if they do have one. =)

When pink is not really my colour.

91.Let’s Hunt!

Right, before I say anything about the hunt tomorrow, I shall highlight the fact that my right wrist has gone through several stitches. It hurts at times. The bandage around it makes me look like i’m going to play some tennis.

The toilet incident.

Let’s share, shall we?

I arrived work early so I could get more work done. Before I started off, I thought I’d stop by toilet and say hi. I did and I tried to flush. Since they off the tap during school term breaks, you have to flush harder. I tried flushing several times and it didn’t do any good. So, I pushed harder. The metal thing broke. The leftover - that is still attached has a sharp end which managed to cut through my skin. Literally. THROUGH my skin which left me staring at my meat. MEAT. I could see the thickness of my skin, I could see meat, I could see blood flowing. So, I HAD to go and have the cut stitched.

Now, I am not sure how my injured right hand will affect the hunt tomorrow.

It’s the NBT treasure hunt. Sab is the driver, Jaiton will be the navigator while Mimi and I try to solve the puzzles and quizes. It should be fun and interesting!! hehe. I shall speak of it more when I return. Right now, I must sleep. I have to wake up at 4am tomorrow!!!

Nights!

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89.Checklist.

Ticking them off one by one.

1. Pusat Ehsan! I’d love to volunteer working in that place every Saturday for perhaps two hours or so? Kerja tanpa menerima segala upah tetapi pula kesedaran yang lebih berat lagi harganya. I have been planning on it for quite some time now but could not manage to do it. Shall not miss the opportunity now~*

2. Project Growing Tulips! Alright, I really really really really really would love to try this one out but i do need the tulip bulb to start with. Buttttt… I can’t find any tulip bulb here. Soooo, if any of you come across any tulip bulb, please please kindly please send one over and I’ll pay youuuu. Serious. No joke. Pleaseeee… =D

3. Working for Aunt! hahaha.. nothing new here. Stopped working for ISB, now back to working with Aunty. I guess this one would not be ticked off the list- it’s LONG TERM.

4. Back to Photoshop! Yups! I can now try out new brushes and making new layouts. Somebody is going to be surprised with a new layout made by yours truly. hahaha.

Tick.Tock.Tick.Tock.